رسائل الحنين إلى والدي

I miss you dad ... May you be quiet in the sight of Allah SWT. look .. I'm a big girl now. I do not want to cry, but I always Shedding tears when remembering about you. I do not have time to receive your wise counsel, or even your warm touch.

dozen years, I bury my feelings alone. I always hope that someday someone come hug, love, and pulled out of the shadow of the past.

I do not want to hate anyone, even people who have hurt me. someone who I thought he was good for me, it was not him.

dad ... if it were not for the mother, I might have run out of this world long ago. only to pursue the unity of love that used to be so I missed. I now realize. Like any piece of the story of the past, is a good and very good for me because it made me tougher in life, even though I'm fragile and need a place to lean. but I believe God so loved me. I was only able to pray for you. may you be peaceful in his side.

I'm sure I can get through this. I used to be, and now I'm even more certainly could. Butterflies come from caterpillars first, then fasted until he could be beautiful and charming figure. So it is with life. I'm sure, all will be beautiful in its time. and I want happiness. success and a wonderful future, happiness that I want to dedicate to the mother. mothers who have genuinely loved me. I always dreamed that we were a family intact, there you dad, I and mother too. I dream of a harmonious whole family. Hopefully someday I build a beautiful love it with someone the best that God chose for me. Aamiin